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  “As it is our way, Father, we should let him stay the night.”

  “Fine.”

  “And can I join all of you for dinner?” the dragon kindly asked, blinking those big golden eyes.

  “Dinner?” Her father looked at her. He was so confused right now, it was almost endearing.

  “Aye. I’d love to chat with the great Reinholdt over dinner. As well as the delightful Lady Dagmar.”

  “Well … I guess.”

  “And those fine strapping, handsome sons of yours! They’re all not taken, are they?”

  The snort was past her nose before she could stop it, but when she saw her father start to rise from his chair, she held up her hand.

  “It’s all right, Father.” She leaned in and whispered loudly, “I’ll keep an eye on him.”

  “You do that.”

  Her father settled back in his chair, and Dagmar motioned to the door. “My Lord Gwenvael. I’ll show you to your room.”

  Chapter 6

  She led Gwenvael up to the second floor in another part of the building. The Main Hall may have been one mammoth room that could accommodate a small army, but behind that was an eight-story-high section that housed a substantial amount of sons, wives, and offspring.

  “You’ll stay here.” Dagmar stepped into the room and waited for him to enter. “There are fresh linens, and the furs have been aired.”

  He walked around the room. It could be worse, I guess.

  “If you need anything—”

  “A bath. Please.” Gwenvael sat down on the end of the bed. The day had caught up with him and he was tired.

  “Well, there’s a lake.” She walked to the window, looked out. “And I believe it might rain tonight if you want to stand outside.”

  Gwenvael dropped his head into his hands.

  “Is something wrong?” she asked.

  “By all that’s holy, tell me you have a tub!”

  When she didn’t answer, he looked up to find her hand over her mouth and her shoulders shaking as she laughed at him.

  “Woman, don’t make me cry again. Because this time I promise you mucus.”

  She laughed a little more freely now. “Reason’s defender, please no more of the crying.”

  Gwenvael rubbed his tired eyes, yawned. “Reason’s defender? I haven’t heard that expression since the time of Aoibhell.”

  “You’ve heard of Aoibhell? So you have read a book.”

  “I’ve read at least two, but I actually knew her.”

  “You knew Aoibhell the Learned? The philosopher?” She stepped closer. “You?”

  “Don’t you mean Aoibhell the Heretic?” Arms behind him, palms flat against the bed, Gwenvael stretched his legs out in front of him. She was close enough that if he wanted to, he could run his foot up the inside of her leg. Well … He did want to, but he feared what might be waiting inside her skirt to snap his toes off. “Do you really not have a tub?”

  “I have a tub. And heretic was an unfair title. So what was she like?”

  “Like?” He shrugged. “She was nice enough. But she debated about absolutely everything. Do you really not believe in the gods?”

  Dagmar kept her hands loosely clasped in front of her. To all outward appearances she seemed the perfect royal spinster daughter. Demure, well spoken, knowledgeable of etiquette, and just smart enough to hold conversation with those around her. But he already knew better. Only the brilliant and the brave followed Aoibhell’s teachings. To openly dispute others’ beliefs in the gods was risking a lot.

  “There is nothing in Aoibhell’s teachings to suggest gods do not exist. But like her, I don’t worship them.”

  Gwenvael smiled, remembering the passionate discussion he’d had with Aoibhell the Learned about the gods and her belief that reason and logic were all that was necessary to successfully and happily get through life. And it wasn’t that Gwenvael had disagreed with her at the time, but he could tell she liked to argue.

  “Don’t you worry you’ll need a god one day?”

  “No. They can’t be relied upon. One is better off standing on her feet, relying on herself rather than falling on her knees praying to gods who will not listen.”

  He chuckled. “She would have liked you.”

  “Would she?”

  “She liked thinkers. ‘Those who think beyond their day-to-day cage,’ she’d say.”

  “You really have met her. I’ve only read that phrase in some letters of hers a friend gave to me. Never in her books. Were you there when she passed?”

  “No.” He winced at the memory. “We stopped speaking when she caught me in bed with one of her daughters. She was so mad. Came after me with a pitchfork.”

  Her demure pose ended when her hands rested haughtily on her hips. “You defiled her daughter?”

  “I didn’t defile anyone. Her daughter was a young widow. I was merely helping her back into life.”

  “How altruistic of you.”

  He grinned. “I thought so.” Gwenvael dropped his arms out at his sides and fell back on the bed. “Tub! Or I start stomping my feet and crying.”

  “Please do. My father looked moments from throwing you out anyway.”

  “He did, didn’t he?”

  “A good crying fit should toss him right over the edge.”

  “That would be a shame now, wouldn’t it?”

  “Would it?”

  “It would. Annwyl’s a powerful queen. An alliance with her would be wise.”

  “You can broker an alliance for the queen?” she asked carefully.

  “Of course.”

  “So the Blood Queen sends you as an emissary and you think it’s a good idea to laugh at the Only Daughter of The Reinholdt in front of his sons and troops?”

  Gwenvael flinched. She got a direct hit with that one.

  He forced himself to sit back up. “All right. I’ll admit that was not my best moment. I know this. But you need to understand that for the entire long trip here I kept hearing about The Beast. The Beast, The Beast, The Beast! The scary, frightening Beast. The size of a bear with the cunning battle skills and fangs of a jungle cat. And then you walk out. And you’re … you’re …”

  “Plain, boring, and fangless?”

  “I was going to say dainty.”

  “ ‘Dainty’? Me?”

  He couldn’t help but smile. “Compared to the women I know, you’re as dainty as an air fairy.” He gestured at her body. “Look at you. Your feet are small, your hands delicate, your neck long and lithe, and there’s not a scar on you. Not that I have a problem with scars. They can be quite alluring. But it’s been a while since I’ve seen a woman who didn’t have at least a few.” He pointed at her spectacles. “And being nearly blind only makes you appear more innocent and vulnerable.”

  “I am not nearly blind. And it is believed in the north that a woman who has scars other than those from her typical daily chores, does not have a male in her life who takes very good care of her.”

  “And the women I know don’t need a man to take care of them.”

  “That doesn’t repulse you? Women like that?”

  “Hardly. But my brothers keep finding them first and then they won’t let them go. Even for a night.”

  Her lips began to bow into a smile, but she managed to stop before it got out of hand. “I do have a tub you can use. I’ll have it moved in here. It might take a bit, though. It’s heavy.”

  “Don’t bother. I’ll just come to your room.”

  It was only a smirk, but it was lethal. “Oh, will you?”

  “Don’t you trust me, my innocent Lady Dagmar?”

  That cold gaze scrutinized him for a long time. “I trust no one,” she finally admitted with what Gwenvael instinctively knew to be complete honesty. Complete honesty he doubted she practiced most days.

  “My room is five doors down, on the right,” she said. “I have to tend to my dogs now that you’ve frightened the life from them, so it will be empty until after tonight’s din
ner.”

  “Thank you, Lady Dagmar.”

  She walked back across the room and pulled open the door. That thing she called a dog stood there, waiting for her. His head lowered and he bared his fangs at Gwenvael.

  “Canute. Out.” She never raised her voice, and apparently she didn’t have to because the dog stopped immediately.

  “That reminds me,” he said, standing up. He knew if he lay back down, he wouldn’t get up again for hours.

  “And what is that?”

  He took a long look at the dog before smiling at Dagmar. “I’m starving. Anything to … snack on before dinner?”

  Her eyes narrowed and she made a quick motion with her hands. The dog immediately walked off. “I’ll have some cheese and bread sent up to you.”

  “Cheese and bread? Don’t you have anything with a little more mea—”

  “Cheese and bread, Southlander. Be happy you’re getting that. And stay away from my dogs.”

  She walked out, and Gwenvael yelled after her, “Someone is not taking very good care of me!”

  Chapter 7

  “We have a problem.”

  Briec glanced up from the book he was reading and into the face of Brastias, general of Annwyl’s armies and one of the few male humans Briec could tolerate.

  Closing his book, he asked, “What did Gwenvael do now? Do I need to contact my mother? Are we already in war, or is it simply heading our way?”

  Brastias, whose scarred face looked grim at the best of times, smiled. “Any time I start a conversation that way, all of you ask me the same questions.”

  “My brother starts trouble the way horses shit when they walk. And we all know that.”

  “It’s nothing like that, I’m afraid. And you might prefer that it were a problem with Gwenvael instead.”

  “What’s wrong?”

  “You need to see. Telling you will reveal nothing.”

  Brastias led him out to the training fields. As Annwyl’s armies had grown, so had the multiple areas used specifically for training. The one Brastias took him to was the one they used for the new trainees. Briec’s daughter was one of those trainees. She spent most days with her training unit, but came and went from the castle as she felt the need. And although her mother—his dear, sweet, quiet Talaith—waited impatiently for Izzy to lose all interest in being a warrior, Briec feared that day would never come, for Izzy talked and dreamed constantly of being in battle, of being a warrior.

  Yet every time Briec saw his Izzy she had a new bruise or cut or some part of her was swollen to twice its normal size. When she did join them all for dinner, she’d come in with a scowl that could terrify the gods, limping or with her arm in a splint or bandages wrapped around a nasty head wound. While eating she’d fall asleep at the table, and Talaith and Briec would take her to her room so she could sleep in her own bed. By morning she was gone, back out with her unit for more training, more bruises, more pain.

  To say it drove his Talaith mad would be a grave understatement. For sixteen years she’d done all she could to protect a daughter she’d never held in her arms. Izzy had been brutally taken from her by those who worshipped a goddess hell-bent on revenge. They’d used Izzy’s life as the yoke that kept Talaith in line, training her to one day kill on order. When mother and daughter finally met, all was wonderful. Until Izzy decided she wanted to be part of Annwyl’s army. After so many years of trying to protect her daughter, of doing things she’d never be proud of to keep her daughter safe, Talaith now had to worry her precious and only child would be killed on the battlefield. It was a concern any parent of warriors might have, but Talaith simply refused to accept that this was what Izzy wanted. At least for now.

  Talaith clung to the hope that Izzy, who had a tendency to walk into walls or trip over her own large feet, would bore of this like she seemed to bore of most things. And although he’d never admit it out loud, part of him hoped the same thing. Izzy may not be his by blood, but she was his daughter in every other way. He didn’t want to see her harmed or put at risk any more than her mother did. In truth, Talaith and Izzy were the few beings he had any tolerance for. Even when they annoyed him, it never entered his head to blast them with flame—and dust the remaining ashes from his life. There were few about whom he could say the same.

  Briec leaned against the wood fence surrounding the arena, briefly regarding the other army officers and some of Annwyl’s Elite Guard standing around with him. “Now what?”

  Brastias rested his arms against the top of the fence and let out a sigh before he began. “When we took Izzy in, it was with the understanding that if she failed, she’d have to go. Not only for her safety, but for the safety of those in battle with her.”

  “Of course. I’ll not have my daughter in danger because she has some pipe dream of being a warrior.”

  “Aye,” Brastias mumbled. “Pipe dream.”

  Briec flinched a bit. “How bad is she?”

  “You need to see.”

  Brastias motioned to one of the trainers and that man called out, “Iseabail, Daughter of Talaith, come forward and fight!”

  Briec could see where this was going. Brastias, weak human that he was, wanted Briec to be the one to break the news to Izzy that she still had much more training to do before she moved to the next level. Not good, because his daughter had little patience for the normal way of things and she wanted to be a soldier in Annwyl’s army now.

  Izzy stepped into the training area. She had more bruises on her face, and her lip had been split open. But none of that took away from the beauty she’d gotten from her mother. Although at only seventeen winters she was still all legs, having not really filled out yet. And she was still getting taller. Right now, she was as tall as Annwyl, able to look the six-foot-tall human queen directly in the eye. But in a few more years, Izzy would blossom, rounding out a bit to resemble her mother even more only with light brown eyes and lighter brown hair.

  Already, though, the unworthy local boys had been looking closely at Briec’s daughter. A little too closely. And those who had tried to move past mere looking, Briec, Fearghus, and Gwenvael took great delight in slapping around until they learned that anything but looking at his daughter could get a man killed.

  Weighed down with a short sword and the full-length metal shields Annwyl’s army favored for close in battles, Izzy glanced around the arena. She wasn’t looking for anyone, he’d guess, but her mind had wandered. Izzy’s mind wandered a lot, it seemed.

  Izzy spotted him and her grin grew wide. “Daddy!” she squealed and waved excitedly with the hand holding the sword. She almost hit herself in the head with it too, and had apparently forgotten she’d seen Briec only that morning near the stables.

  He smiled back at her. “Hello, little one.”

  “Are you here to watch?”

  “I am.”

  She scrunched up her nose nervously and said, “Oh. Well, remember … I’m still learning!” And she gave him that hopeful look that tore his heart out.

  He nodded at her and muttered to Brastias, “It’s only been seven months. Perhaps, you could give her another—”

  “You have to see.” Brastias motioned to the trainer, who motioned to a huge bear of a man. A man Briec recognized from battles they’d been in together. This was no fellow trainee, but one of Annwyl’s favored warriors, whom she affectionately referred to as “Slaughter-Bear.”

  Briec felt his anger grow, wondering why they were trying to push his daughter out. Most trainees had until they were twenty-one winters to prove they were worthy of any more time and training before they were sent packing. “This is cruel, Brastias. I won’t allow—”

  “You have to see,” Brastias said again. “Go!” he yelled at the two combatants, and Izzy smiled and nodded.

  Briec did see then. He saw so clearly that he knew his problem was worse than he could have imagined. Worse than he’d ever dreamed of. For the first time in his life he didn’t know how he was going to handle something. Beca
use he knew this would get dangerously ugly before it ever got better. And he knew there’d be no avoiding it. Not now.

  Every warrior standing outside the training ring grimaced when they heard bone break and a cry of pain seconds before Annwyl’s favored warrior flew into the fence, knocking part of it and himself completely out.

  “Oh!” Izzy said, her teeth briefly gnawing her bottom lip. “Sorry, Captain, about your … uh … face.” She grimaced and slowly peeked over at Brastias. “Sorry about that, General. I guess I forgot to back off … again.”

  Slowly, so slowly, Brastias looked at Briec. The expression on the man’s face, the tic under his eye made it clear what Briec needed to do.

  But how was a dragon, any dragon, supposed to tell the woman he loved that her only daughter, not yet eighteen, would be going off to war?

  Dagmar made sure the last of her dogs were in their runs, fed, and cared for. It took some time to calm them down, the fear of the dragon lingering, but for being not even a year old, they’d done well. They hadn’t backed down from the dragon at all. Good. She couldn’t afford for the dogs to be cowering during battle.

  After saying good night to Johann, Dagmar headed back to the fortress, Canute by her side. When she walked into the Main Hall, she wasn’t exactly surprised to find her kin in the midst of a fight. It was a verbal altercation, not yet moving into a physical one. Although it most likely would. Her brothers needed very little reason to fight and as long as she stayed out of their way, she rarely got injured.

  Yet the arguing stopped as soon as she walked in, her brothers immediately focusing on her.

  Dagmar paused. “Yes?”

  “He’s in your room?” Eymund asked, leaning against one of the long dining tables.

  “Yes. He wanted to take a bath.”

  “A bath?”

  “Yes. In a tub. Not everyone feels the need to face the freezing cold water of the river.”

  “That’s all well and good, but he shouldn’t be in your room, sister.”

  In no mood for any of this, Dagmar walked off, tossing over her shoulder, “I know. He might be writhing all over my bed like a big cat or sniffing my shoes.”